sloth XD

weeew. Long time no post ^_^ my summers kinda boring so far. ive been suffering with our net connection for a month. A MONTH!! ugh.

anyways i had fun yesterday at our I.N.O.M fellowship. we played games. LOL and we bagged the last place in the amazing race rofl. and we'd been swimming for at least 8-9 hours sice our venue is at tropical bulua.

nothing quite happened to me these days. O.o okay. we'll chit chat maybe some other time. im kinda lazy today. bye !

icecream XD

this post will gonna be short >:DD

this day was a total icecream-out day. so here's the thing. im gonna write this days events step by step! XD

• ~i continued reading this book-- 3 guys you'll never date. uhm actually i borrowed this from zaira last year, october to be exact. weird. because i found it boring at the first part. but its fun actually except the stuffs about you know. the parental-guidance-thing XD
• ~i went to my cousins house, remember ate danese?okay.
• ~then my uncle bought some ice cream. and the thing that kills me is its flavor. UBE! imagine? my hatest flavor. of all flavor????? ugh

okay thats it end of discussion i dont want to talk to you about what happened next. haha maybe next time. deal? :DD

happy easter ♥

me and te danese

weeew.shh haha

vanity pose XD

again? vain XD

hot issue xD

happy Easter readers. :DDD how's your day? well if you'll ask me. ugh, hmpf, its quite a day, really XD

my family decided to go swimming. their first choice was in jasaan, i guess? but, as what taylor swift said "people are people and sometimes we change our minds" lol. so our final destination was in tropical. well, its kinda "sumo" because ive been there a lot of times.

later on, actually i had fun. LOL. what else will you expect? i went on yelling at my cousin, danese, its like "YAYA, clap my hands!" haha. she got pissed off, not literally. then we went on teasing each other. including her ate--charmaine.

after maybe 30 minutes of swimming, we went straight ahead at our spot, and ate. then headed to the bathroom and change our clothes. then after many chatter chatter CHATTER! and what so ever we went off to my uncle's house.

we uploaded new pics from our everyday craziness. lol. we'll if vanity is really a crime, then maybe we're already in jail. sentenced to death. hmpf, i really cant imagine my life behind bars. but, one thing's for sure that cant be jailed when im behind that nerve wrecking bars is my thought. LOL. imagination. again. weirdo. "umalis ka nga dito! freak" HAHA. just dont mind me today. lol i was just remembering bendita's line.



well, that's it. im off to bed. thanks for reading. God bless. HAHA. ♥

basyang♥

destiny

so remember when i told you i was stuck reading this uhm, book? -- night swimming. well hell yeah, this book's surely great. i mean its fantastic.

my attention was caught with this certain paragraph and it made me remember an event of my life where everything *almost* went wrong. here it goes :

" when a woman finds out her husband is having an affair with another woman. the woman may not even know the man is married-- maybe she was lied to, as well-- but the wife hates the woman and forgives the husband. It's easier to hate someone outside the relationship. that way, for better or worse the relationship can stay intact."

right? ugh why do every woman in this world act like this? darn! maybe its just that we. women needs love, we crave for affection and all that.

why do i want love so much? why do we want love this much? is it because we don't want to be alone in the end? (i struggle to be honest with myself) i believe it was more than that. but i also believe it was okay that love serve as a buffer against loneliness. isnt this an unsaid truth for most men and women we pass on the street everyday? the women who are buying something at the grocery store, the men who are fixing their shirts at the stoplight, looking at their watches, late for something? people dont want to live alone, and we certainly dont want to die alone. yes it is true.

LOVE is a legacy, indeed. love is how we stay alive after we die. and finding our destiny *our destined partners is not just "what happens"; it is what you made happen. and guess what? i already found mine >:D i found him because i wasnt afraid to.

well, im sort of poetic today maybe its just PMS. LOL. well okay, forgive me, im just trying to be happy okay? after many weeks of not seeing my boyfriend, im feeling kinda numb. numb of everything. the only thing that i feel is sadness. well, somebody told me, "you have to know sadness to know happiness. sadness is a gift. you give it its due and then its over. without it how can you really know the worth of being happy? but when you finally get it it's as sweet as sugar."

thanks for the one who taught me this. somebody named "me".

as i write this blog. i realized, everyday is indeed, a miracle. Thanks God. ♥